The Life of a Princess

Why does it seem that sometimes you can never do enough? Why do we give and give to our friends, family, co-workers etc. until we have nothing left? Why do we waste so much energy worrying about tomorrow or our future? Why do we hold grudges against our brothers and sisters in Christ? Why do we allow small things to ruin friendships? Why do we allow ourselves to stress when God is in control? Why do we question God when he answers us? 1 Peter 5:7 “Casting all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.”

I know those are a lot of questions but they are questions that cause someone trouble everyday. “WHY” seems to be the root of everything. Nothing is ever good enough for us. Maybe it has a lot to do with us living in America since we are the richest country. Maybe it is because we think too much of ourselves and not enough of others. Whatever the reason may be I find myself in these same situations sometimes wondering why. As of right now there is a lot going on in my life. I am in my Junior year in college about to wrap it up. I kind of slack off this semester unintentionally but I was not intentionally doing what I should to prevent it like I should have. So now I am questioning myself and my effort..which needs improving. I am getting ready to go home for the summer to the big city. I go back to work in May right after I get home on Saturday from school. That is taking absolutely NO break! It will be well worth it seeing those precious kids again. I have been talking to someone recently and it has been absolutely amazing and definitely something God had a hand in. I am having trouble with one of my very best friends being mad at me or silent for about four days. I am trying to plan a summer vacation with my best friends. I could let all of these things stress me out but instead I find myself praying even more than I already did. I love this verse: Isaiah 41:10 “Do not fear, for I am with you; do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.”

When I stop and think how much has changed over the sat two years all I can think about i show much God has been working. He is constantly working in and around me to better the person I need to become for him. I am thankful that I normally do not waste energy doubting God and where I am headed. Being in college you here so many people stressing out over student loans, getting a job after graduation, not know what the future holds. Life is definitely taken care of when you give your life over to God, no reason to fret or worry. He clearly states he is here to help us whenever we need: Matthew 6:31-33 “Do not worry then, saying, “What will we eat?” or “What will we drink?”’ or “What will we wear for clothing?” For the Gentiles eagerly seek all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.”

-Luke 12:7 “Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows.”

I think we need to take a few steps back and let God have control. Yes that may entail some waiting but whatever he brings to you will definitely be well worth the wait. I know I have learned trying to do things my way without him. If we refuse to let go and do it on our own do not be surprised if you learn a few hard lessons not to nessacarily punish but to show you their is possibly an easier way..all you need is faith, hope, and love. God wants nothing more for us to bring everything to him. We find it so easy to call a friend or our parents when he is sitting at his throne wondering why has he/she not called on me yet? I am the Sovereign God, Alpha Omega, Mighty God, Prince of Peace, The beginning and the end. We need to get out of his way more often and allow him to work about us freely. He knows all and gives all to those who lay their lives down for him. I say we can all do a better job of realizing how BIG our God is and how little our worries should be. =) Faith is a victory!!! Have faith and trust in him who leads the way!

Philippians 4:19 “And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.”